Everyone has their own story with their own likes and dislikes, this journal is about me what I do? What I feel while doing those things? It acts like a doorway to my personality.
Hello it’s me Jalaj Chhabda, a silent person and an introvert who doesn’t mix with people very easily. When I am alone I just try to give time to myself as in this constantly changing world people forget that one should also give time to himself/herself. To attain peace I often go to terrace to see sunsets and to enjoy the nature. I would rather prefer long rides and slow music than attending a group gathering or any sort of party. I attend parties too but depending on my mood and party does not mean with just with crowd but I love to party with 3 people’s at max listening to slow songs and having a glass of wine or beer.
Every morning I promise myself that i will do better in my upcoming time rather than believing that my time would come. I try to improve myself every day and try to learn new lessons every day.
I am just a normal person with normal choices but with different opinion and ideas. The thing that make me unique is people love to share their secrets with me as I keep them safe with me and also I maintain my relation in such a manner that people like to build it more strong with me.
In my life the people who are important to me include my family and my friends. I have a best friend Parth Shah with whom I share my problems and also incidents. He is the one who understands me better.I believe one should have a companion with whom one can share his/her secrets by which he/she can feel relieved and also can get better solutions for problems.
In my free time I love to watch web series and Hollywood movies. I do watch Bollywood movies only when i get good reviews from people or i find it interesting.
The thing is i love authentic personality of a person . I hate people with fake personality or people who have two sided face.
The thing I do for my health and my mental wellness, I love to feel engaged with the world around me and I live and work productively while coping with the stresses of daily life. I go to office everyday not just to seek and to attain new things and goals in my life but also to learn how efficiently the business can run.
I love to chit chat with people about a topic which I am interested in , like a short conversation with my mother at night while having dinner.
The thing I am most attached to currently is my younger sister. She is my mood maker I just imagine that how a little soul can enlighten everyone.
I take decisions in my life very fast but I see every aspect of matter before concluding upon any decision. I am control freak person. A bit of workaholic. I spend more time on to-do list than doing things from the list. I love taking control on any assignment although I don’t have any clue what it is upon. I still go to work when any sane person would stay home.
I need to convince my parents for a particular thing i want or i wish to have as they are very practical in these things. I bite my nails when I am tensed or when I want to take an important decision.
I have total control on my life and I don’t want anyone to just judge me or to take necessary decisions of my life by them.
I will never ask another person to do something they wouldn’t do themselves. I don’t like depending on other people.
My smile is my best defence against haters when I simply don’t give a damn . I would be the sweetest person until you piss me off. Loyalty is the key to everything with me . I am one of the type to always give someone the silent treatment when they are upset. My mood can change in the blink of an eye. I keep pushing one foot after another until I reach the top.
I am hard to understand but easy to get along with. I love to keep people guessing which is why I hardly reveal anything about myself. I always give people more chances than they deserve but once I am done with them, I will cut all communication with them. In friendship I would be loyal and will stand up for those whom I believe in. I never give up on things when I start believing in something. I usually keep watching and listening rather than responding to what people say as I am good at listening and have developed my listening skills which lack in most of the people.
I have a short tolerance for people who refuse to use common sense. I think I am the perfect combination of tough, bossy, sarcastic mixed with big softie, lover and funny. I know when to play both sides too. You want real advice, straight with no chasers and not sugar coated? Call me I am good at giving advises. I am extremely goofy and hilarious when you get to know me well enough.
I aim to make others happy. My heart is pure and I have a lot of love to give. I think I am hard to read and do not trust many people. Relaxing for me means reading, listing to music or even sitting in silence enjoying the solitude. I tend to blame myself when things go wrong . Don’t be mad at me because I don’t care anymore, be mad because I once did and you were too blind to see it.
Even when I am having fun, there is still an element of seriousness that never leaves me. I am extremely ambitious. I am passionate about my goals which enable me to achieve so much in life. I am a professionally and personally balanced person.